Hello again!

Yup, I've been MIA! The best and the wrost of us do this sometimes! I've had a serious case of writer's block. I was on vacation with the best of intentions to have some guest bloggers...and that didn't happen...and then I've been totally frozen on a project I really want to get launched because I'm afraid.

But ya know what? I'm not gonna sit here and beat myself up about it. I'm gonna log in, write a post, even if it sucks, and get moving forward again.

I have a great program I have been working on. I have all the details worked out, the feedback I want, and I've been too afraid to launch it because what if it fails....what if it's terrible and no one registers for it, or wants to participate or things it's stupid.

All of those things are quite possible, but they don't define ME. They are just qualifiers (and not even true ones as of now) for a thing....not me. I am not my work. If I do something that sucks, guess what, I don't suck! I look in the mirror and still see me! In the wise words from one of my favorite movies, "let me tell you what I see. I see pride! I see power! I see a bad-ass mother who don't take no crap off of nobody!" (who can name it?!)

And I especially don't take "no crap" off of ME. I am always my own worst enemy. I am the one who doesn't believe in myself. And it's sad...because I have everyone else around me, cheering me on, loving me for what I'm doing.

This post isn't long, but it's a jump start in to moving forward again. And that is good enough for me today!